Chop off my leg please!!!

CHOP OFF MY LEG PLEASE!

“Argh”was the first noise i made when i opened my eyes..

It still have the numb feeling..
My lower back still feel the pull and my ankle felt weird too..
But nonetheless, my knee felt the worst..

I tried walking..
And i could hardly walk..
When move I made..I felt my joints brushing each other n made the “click-clang” sound..

I burst into tears when I was showering..
I thought about the circumstances..And right now, I am freaking scared and pissed..
I can imagine how Uncle Tan going to twist my “Geng” and twist my back..
*ouch*i thought..

It have been a long time eversince i wore a knee guard..
But knee guard could not gimme full protection too..
I felt the numbness even when i sit..
I was so irritated that i could not sit still and listen to class..
I felt bei cey the whole day..wanting to bite and punch sm1..

Yes I am seriously affected..

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Over my Limit, My Knee said..

Over my Limit, My Knee said..

Many people would not understand and would not be able to empathize.
But my kneecap is really GONE…
It’s an injury that will never recover…
Some of u might say ur knee oso pain. But think about it…
Issit the same case as me???
Mine is not overstrained or wat…
Well, I think junsheng will understand how I feel…

No matter how much I see the Chinese doctor, it will never recover…
Not even any medicine like glucosamine which help to strengthen joint…
I can only stop it from worsening…
I remembered what he told me on our 1st meeting…

Sinseh: Ur “Geng” is stuck between ur joint..and ur joints are rubbing each other.
This result ur joint plate to get thinner..

Me: Huh..But I still got wushu..

Sinseh: Is u continue to do wushu..one day the plate will be gone and U might need to go for an op or become a cripple in the future..

Believe me, I was shocked and scared at the same time..
But good thing is he helped to make my knee better..
Before I visit him, my knee would just collapse and would fell when I was walking..
But now, it did not happen anymore..

When I told him I wanted to join canoeing, he discouraged me..

I ignored his advice n joined canoeing. But of course, there is a price to pay..
I have to visit him regularly..
And every visit, I would scream my head off and sometime, the pain is so unbearable that I could not even shed a tear..

On Monday training, I really ran over my limit..I kept feeling a sharp pain in my knee..
And the “Geng” is pulling all the way to my lower back..
It was so jialat that my joints start to produce “Click-clang” sound as I ran..

Of course I was angry when WQ kept pushing me to run..
I noe his intention but sometime, not everything can be push over the limit..
I certainly dun want to become a cripple or go for an op..
I dun want to regret for my whole life..

I apologized for my act cute action after the run..
I was angry..very angry..
And I dunno how to let it out..And have no intention to scold ppl..
So I let it out in dat way..

Just let me complain and I will feel better..
It’s definitely better than I cry or scold bad words..

Now, I could not even sit in peace..
My whole leg from the ankle to my lower back is in pain..
The whole stretch of “Geng” already kana pulled le..
It never happened before..
I cannot imagine how loud I will scream or tear when I visit my doctor next week..

U think I dun want a perfect knee and run like anyone of u???
Based on my competitive personality, I would want 2 outrun everyone..
But I can’t now..
Everything is not as simple as “Mind Over Body” and “Endure”..
The fact is the pain is traumatizing that ur mind cannot ignore..
So sometime is not I dun want to run or CHAO GENG..
But it’s really over the limit of my knee..

I am only 19 this year..I definitely still have a many years to go..
I do not want to forgone sports for the rest of my life..

I believe u guys dun want me to regret and be a cripple too right???

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Jasonz’s Birthday Special

Jasonz’s Birthday Special

Mmm..U guys must have waited for a long time man..
Finally, I am ready to write about Jasonz’s birthday activities!!!
So..I think it will be a bit lengthy and took a long time to load due to large number of pic!

Ok, i start le huh..
Let me see..Woah!!!i spent like $400 on his stupid bdae loh!!!
Heart pain sia..ouchouch!
So what i spent on him???

Mushroom pot and David Tao’s concert..
*heart still cracking*Sian..he better spend more than dat on my bdae!!!

Met the M&M chocolates at Centrepoint!!!

The Mushroom Pot

Welcome to The Mushroom Pot!!!

Lime juice with Aloe Vera and Soursop drink!
The aloe vera damn big n juicy!!!

Mushroom..

(Left: Mushroom salad(Rating: 1/10); Right:Honey Monkey mushroom head)
I like the monkey head!!! (Rating: 10/10!)
More Mushroom..

Mushroom roll..Yuck!!!All mush!!! Rating: -10/10
And More Mushroom!!!

Hot Pot for 2!!!So many mushroom!!! (Rating: 4/10)

(Left: That is what Jasonz eat; Right: I ate those!!!)
Yuck!!!I really really really hate Mushroom!!!See no mushroom on my plate!

Jasonz got a phobia in mushroom le!!!
Eek..u see the pot black black one!!!Mush soup base!Yuck!


Peach Fantasy!!!Still got seed inside that made of chocolate!
(Rating: 8/10)


Cherry Choco!!!Very Nice..Plain yet Nice!!!
(Rating:9/10)

Ice Cream..Of course we enjoy!At least it’s not mushroom ice cream!

EVIDENCE!!!!
Look what is Jasonz eating???Is FULL CREAM!!!No wonder nvr lose weight!!!

Mmm..I still hate MUSHROOM!!! Mushroom Suck!!!

David Tao’s Concert
We attended David Tao’s concert n 26th of Nov..
Mmm..What can I say about the concert???
Mmm..I am not a big fan of his, just that Jasonz like him alot!
Well, I do appreciate his music..and many do too!

It was FULL HOUSE!!!
David started it off with several somersaults in the air..
(Of coz with a string attached..Dun tink he wld want to risk his life!!!)
Then he followed on with his songs..

So happy to hear him sing all the songs i like, like “Ai hen Jian Dan”, “My anata” and
“Ai wo hai shi ta”…So nice!!!

Mmm..His fans were not very “ON” lah..Mostly in the twenties and so..
So it’s hard for Ah tao to make everyone HIGH!!!
But he certainly make many HIGH..just those few “aunties” and “uncles”..

Of coz I would enjoy myself..
I was practically swaying here n there with my electric light stick!!!
I was abit annoyed when i see some not enjoying..feel like pulling them up n said,
“hey come on..let’s dance man!!!”

Jasonz was abit worried dat we would block other when we stood up and asked,
“wo men hui bu hui ding dao bei ren???”
So i replied,” Who cares?kan bu dao then zai qi lai loh!”

Well..David sang it really well..So R nB..Very NICE!
It’s so different from Mingzhe had told me..he told me he bascially sang it with
his guitar and piano..n dat’s all..

Mmm..For those younger fans..they were like a troop of army ant dashing toward
Ah tao when he came down to shake hand with his fans..
Some of them sang his song into his mic too..
Woah..it was straining to my ear man..

I like him more after this concert..
I like him as he is always promoting young talents..
He got several singaporean talent to play his music n so on..
He even invited the mentally handicapped ppl to attend it for FREE!!!
So kind hearted or issit part of self-promoting???

Overall Rating: 7/10!!!

Well..I wrote those things dat Jasonz din mentioned..so maybe u can go his blog n check out too!

Oh yah..After the concert..we went NEWTON to have supper!!
So fattening loh!!!
We ordered BBQ Stingray, Fried hokkien mee and Prawn noodle..
VERY VERY NICE!!!Rate 10 upon 10!!!

Mmm..I thought i shldn’t eat so much..
My dad was like insulting me when i reached home..
He commented dat i grew so FAT with laughter!!!
Meanie DAD!!!

Okok..Sorry for the superduper long entry..
Mmm..Hope jasonz really enjoy n he better bring me oversea for my bdae!

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University??Work???

University Or Work?

This morning, my dad had a little talk with me..
We were chatting about my future path..
He hopes that I would continue my studies in university..

He said he could go on a bank loan in order to let me study..
But I think is quite a hazzle for him since he is in his 50’s le..
Some more my brother so mei you yong..

I hope I could specialized in Tourism and work in hotel aspect..
But with my no experience status now, it might not be easy to get a job in hotel industry..

I thought I could study full time but that thought was tarnished when my dad told me he could not pay up all his debts yet..

Now I dunno how..
He wanted me to study full time but i noe i had to depend on myself for the fees..
So dunno opt for full time or part time..*Sigh*

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Dine In Aisyah’s House

Dine In Aisyah’s House

Dunno how long but it has been ages that we met up for a little dinner..
So glad that Aisyah invited me over her house for a small hari raya eating
session..

Clarice, Sin Yee, Lai Quin and Eunice(Aisyah’s poly fren) were invited too..
I was expecting Nat but she chose her bf over us..BAKA!
We did some gossiping..and greedy us ate damn lot of the cookies made by her mama!
But I was quite surprised that Laiquin, the greedy-always hungry girl din eat much!!!
Imagine her eating ability of a whole tray of beehoon went down to a plate of meehoon!

Aisyah’s baby neighbour!!!So cute rite???He damn cute lah!
Dun smile, dun cry, dun do anything but FROWN!!!So chubby!

Future Mums!!!See “my” baby looked so cool..
Aisyah looked so motherly!!!

Little but very delicious!!! See!!!Even Clarice enjoyed!!!


Cute girls huh???HaHa!!!

Oh yah..She is our cook!!!

So glad to meet the girls again!!! Let’s meet up when Syaima back from Aust!

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