Facing another row of dilemma again.
Facing depression from not doing anything.
I can’t stand the boredom at home.
I am sick of doing nothing at home.
Sent out many many many resumes but none responded, except recruitment centre.
And calls from financial planning sectors. I am not interested in them but they kept calling.
Always gimme fake hope to see unfamiliar number and who knows in the end, it’s the financial planning/consulting company.
Due to all the rejections….
I am thinking of changing my degree to “Accounting & Finance”.
Currently, my course is “Banking & Finance” and having some difficulties in finding accounting short term job.
Quite depressing. So far, the recruiters gave me negative feedbacks. =(
But I unsure if I really want to walk the route to become an Accountant.
How come I suddenly feel lost? Like unsure what I want.
It’s quite scary I must say. Things are unpredictable in the future.
Now, I can say I like Accounting more than Finance but being always fickle-minded, I am afraid.
I am afraid I will make the wrong move.
As I say things are unpredictable.
It’s true.
Interest or Passion are like relationship, it can be true love or lust or rebound.
It might be exciting at the start but might die down after awhile. Might have different opinion & want get away after some time.
A very good example is:
I used to be so afraid of teaching tuition & who knows.
I started it, like it and might want to venture my option in teaching profession.
Of course, as Accounting teacher. Something I more familiar and more confident in.
If not, I shall venture into food business.
ALL these are FUTURE stuff that I can worry later.
So change degree?
Depressing.
