I am trapped.
Yes, trapped in this bottomless hole.
I have no idea when I can see daylight..
I have been stressed up by $ matter since donkey years.
I thought thing might change once I stepped into the working society.
But I am so f**king wrong.
Instead, I got much more $ problem.
And it is endless…
Sometime I just hate my life and watch others in envy.
I don’t have the luxury to study full-time, study in school I want.
I don’t have the luxury to get school fees paid by my parent/brother.
I don’t have the luxury to buy thing I need and want or learn what I want.
In fact, whatever I am doing now is not what I want at all.
I am just doing all these shit just hoping I can make more $.
I hate this.
Why always like that?
I hate the feeling of needing to count my $ even for my meals.
I WANT TO GET OUT OF THIS BOTTOMLESS SHIT HOLE!!!
BUT I have calculated.
I will be in this shit till “gods know when”…
Especially everything going up and it made me bloody hell feel poorer.
P.S: Get me a new elder brother pls.
2nd P.S: Seem like my new laptop got to be delayed till..i married i guess? Unless I found a way.
3rd P.S: I want to become a baby. At least they just to need to eat, cry and sleep.
Last P.S: Dun tell me got other worse than me or wat. Yes got. I not comparing with them. I am just sick with my own life.
